Have you ever not pursued something because it had to be perfect? There is a fine line between doing things with excellence and being a perfectionist. Perfectionists become argumentative with God. They refuse to step out in faith and obedience because they care too much about what others think if the results don't turn out perfectly.

males bgt. apalagi kalo akhirnya emang gitu.
manusia ga akan berhenti sampe mereka sadar sendiri
kadangpun ada ulah dari individual yang menyembunyikan
jati diri sampai2 orang lain ga bakalan tau apa diri yg
sebenernya.

dan sekarang dice had been rolled out
game has been started
urusan mereka lah.
haahahahhaa
manusia.

ga tau knp bisa begini
otak manusia dan napsu manusia itu mengerikan yah
ga mau kecewa tapi akhirnya pun kecewa
trus disimpen di hati aja
mungkin beda budaya, mungkin beda smuanya
mungkin diam bukan pilihan terbaik
tapi udah pernah ngomong dan hasilnya bikin sakit hati juga
apapun yg gw lakukan, smuanya serba salah
mungkin mending diam dan suffer quietly?
ga ngerti, ga pengen tau, ga pengen mikir
lalalalalalaaaaa

ahahahhaaaa
finally i remember that i have a blog,
or use to own this space for my rants.
alalalala~
so now maybe i shall use up the same space again
to rant rant RANT!~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

Oh well, i laugh at any times,
maybe i should join Joker to death?

Anyanyway. hmmmmm...
There are just certain things which I have been
observing from the people around me
with regards to women.
On how oppressed women sometimes feel the
lack of power upon themselves to change their
life. Its not because they're stupid, but they're stuck
in the situation where they cannot move out
for the sake of everyone and most of the times,
their extended families. When offered with choices,
women usually is more willing to give up huge part
of their lives in exchange with happiness of the mass,
only to find out that at the end of the day,
the mass doesn't really care about the women.
Such exchange value is imbalance and thus,
women being women, the more sensitive being, will
accomodate such issue until to the point where they
blow up... or die...
It is unusual to see sufferings in the eyes of the
women and therefore life is just sucks for them, u know.
No matter how far their achievements go, their carreer,
kids' achievements, you name it, but the only thing that
they are lacking of, is the mutual understanding of such
situation and someone who can share or even lighten such
burden.



I dont see it in you.

some interesting insight that Julia had given me...:

do not love others like how you love yourself
because you tend to weigh your love for yourself
love others like how Jesus had loved us
who went down to Earth
and was born as a human
who died on the cross
to reedem our lives

Today's Prayer Dear God, Sometimes I find it hard to manage my time well. There is so much to do. Please help me to prioritize my daily activities to align with your will, your plan, your purpose, and to do what is most important as well as the little mundane tasks that must be done. Help me to know when to say "no" to projects and requests that come along that would overwhelm me or take away from what you want me to do. Please help me to always love and care for those lives you have entrusted to my care and circle of influence. In Jesus' name I pray, amen. Adorned by the Doctrine of God TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman 12-01-2008 "Exhort bondservants to be obedient to their own masters, to be well pleasing in all things, not answering back, not pilfering, but showing all good fidelity, that they may adorn the doctrine of God our Savior in all things" (Titus 2:9-10 NKJV). The island of Crete was known for its corruption and many false gods. It was also the center of the jewelry trade. Thus, the use of the word "adorn" in the above passage may have been intentional by Paul due to this fact. Titus and the believers in Crete were challenged by Paul to adorn their lives with the doctrine of God. Whenever you are challenged by an environment that is corrupt and ungodly, you have an opportunity to let your light shine before those in that culture. The greater the corruption, the greater your light can shine. It is not a time to flee, it is a time to shine brighter. Paul addressed five unique things believers could do: 1) Be obedient to their masters. They were to submit to their authority structures, 2) Be well pleasing in all things. This meant doing their work with excellence, 3) Not answer back. They were to handle conflict with wisdom and courtesy, 4) Not pilfer. They were not to steal, but model integrity, 5) Show all good fidelity. This meant demonstrating loyalty and dependability. Do you find your environment difficult to work in? The answer is to live to glorify the Lord in the midst of your culture. The way you live your life will be viewed by many others. An industry survey revealed the average person will come in contact with 300 people over the course of a year through their work. What better opportunity to let your life be adorned by the doctrine of God. St. Francis Assisi agrees: He encouraged believers in his day to "preach the gospel always and when necessary use words."

His Vision, His Way, In His Timing
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman
10-27-2008

"Then God said, 'Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about'" (Gen 22:2).

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would do almost anything to get it? Have you ever gotten so close to fulfilling a dream only to have it disappear right before your eyes? Such was the case for Abraham.

God promised Abraham that he would be the father of many nations. He would have a son. However, Abraham panicked when Sarah aged beyond child bearing years and tried to help God by birthing Ishmael through Sarah's servant, who was not the promised son. Eventually, Isaac was born, who was the promised son.

However, God tells Abraham to sacrifice his only son on an altar to demonstrate his obedience to God. Truly, this is one of the hardest instructions given to one of God's people in all of scripture. It compares only to the Heavenly Father sacrificing His own Son. God intervenes and allows a lamb to take his place, symbolizing the Lamb of God as a prophetic sign of what is to take place in the future.

God often births a vision in our lives only to allow it to die first before the purest version of the vision is manifested. This has happened several times in my own journey. Oswald Chambers observes, "God's method always seems to be vision first, and then reality, but in between the vision and the reality there is often a deep valley of humiliation. How often has a faithful soul been plunged into a like darkness when after the vision comes the test. When God gives a vision and darkness follows, waiting on God will bring you into accordance with the vision He has given if you await His timing. Otherwise, you try to do away with the supernatural in God's undertakings. Never try to help God fulfill His word."*

When God's vision is finally birthed, nothing will stop it. Our job is to allow God to birth His vision through us His way and in His timing.